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Hamilton said he considered quitting F1 over 2009 scandal
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07 March 2010 @ 13:00 GMT - Max Moore McLaren's Lewis Hamilton said he almost walked away from F1 after last year's incident at the Australian GP. He and team manager Dave Ryan misled the stewards in an investigation on how Jarno Trulli and Hamilton changed positions during a safety car period. Ryan parted company with the team and McLaren received a three race suspended ban. Hamilton was heavily criticised over the scandal and instead of leaving McLaren he consider quitting F1. |
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"There was a lot to take on board after what had gone on. I care about how people perceive me. It was a feeling of 'shoot, maybe I shouldn't be in the sport' rather than not in my team. This is my dream team and I am fortunate to have been here from the beginning [of my career]," he said.
"I never had a desire to drive for anyone else. So it was not a desire to leave the team, just to stop racing. For a split second it was 'this is too much to take. How do I recover from this?'" he said.
Hamilton says all the sport he received convinced him to stay in the sport. "There was support from my family, team, fans, amazing letters and I thought 'you know what, I made a mistake but I am being given a second chance by all these people and support,'" said Hamilton," he said.
"I never for a second didn't want to do it, I love racing. Sometimes it is hard to face the music; hard to face people when you know that as soon as you turn your back they are talking about you," he explained.
"And for a long period of time, for months, I would walk into a room and I am sure there are some people who walked into the room and they feel cool but for me I just didn't feel positive, it was negative energy and I don't like that. But slowly I began to realise that it was not all negative energy and I had a lot of support and respect from people. It made me stronger. It was a real strong experience," he said.
The 2008 champ says he is determined to avoid a similar situation in the future. I don't want to be in that position again," he said.
"It's like when you put your hand out to a certain dog and it bites you, you won't do the same again. It's similar. I have been bitten once and you don't want to get bit again. I don't ever want to be in that position again and I don't feel I ever will be. I can't say what will happen in the future but I have always said I love the sport, I love winning and winning in the right way. Integrity is very important to me," he said.